Tuesday, December 29, 2009

traveling

hey guys..

So i've been traveling these past few days... I went and surprised my wife down in the US.. and we just recently got back... and now we are off again to vancouver for my cousins wedding...

looks like i got a holiday vacation after all!!!...

i'll write more when I get back and life resumes to normality...

peace

Monday, December 21, 2009

catch up..

ok... so what has happened, that ya'll need to know about...

so before jamaica we had thanksgiving at our place with Shahrzad's sister and husband. It was the first time any of us had attempted to cook a thanksgiving meal, but fortunately it turned out amazing.
So a few weeks after that we went to jamaica. We kinda had planned going somewhere when intensification was done as a pat on the back just for getting through it. I'm glad that we actually did go, instead of it being something that was just hoped for. We had an amazing time there but yet at the same time we got bored really fast. See, the thing is we have been just sitting around for the past year (granted it was while enduring difficulties), and that is what you want to do on a vacation. It's like your life was on pause and you just want to press play and get it started again. While basking in the sun that was some of our conversation of how we were both nervous, excited and anxious about getting back to normality.
There really isn't much to mention about the trip except for the sun, relaxation and the one tour we took to Negril beach and Rick's cafe where we saw cliff divers... The tour was excellent. The tour guide was telling us about the island while we were on our hour and a half trip to our destination... did you know (if I remember correctly) that jamaica has some of the purest drinking water and has the most churches per square mile than anywhere else. Once we arrived we just went onto the beach to sun bathe. After about 30 mins of that, I jumped onto a jet-sky and had my fun!! After some gift shopping later in the afternoon, we headed to rick's cafe. We were there for the sunset while watching the cliff divers.
so what's going on now... We are trying to get to my cousins wedding (congratulations!!), which is a little over a week after the new years... Hopefully we can make it. It would be nice cause quite a few members of my family are going to be there and it would be real nice to see them.
I am also trying to join a gym and get a personal trainer. I have a consultation with a trainer that has worked with cc patients in the past tomorrow. I am really looking forward to this cause I have been lying down for a year and all my muscles have atrophied. It will also be something I can do to help maintain my health.
Shahrzad's in New York right now helping her sister find an apartment. The plan was for me to be there also, but we completely forgot about the fact that I have chemo appointments that I have to be at. It's weird that she's gone. We have spent the the past 2 years everyday together.. and when I say that, I'm not kidding; we have literally spent no more than 4 hours apart the past 2 years... we need this time apart cause it's nice to miss the person you love... it reminds me of the beginning of our 'courtship' when we were maintaining a long distance relationship... she's like my the other half of me... it hasn't been 12 hours yet and I miss her like it's been days...

anyways it's getting late and I promised my wife I would take care of myself...

peace

Sunday, December 20, 2009

I'm back

hey guys I'm back... I wasn't able to write while in Jamaica (yeah man) cause there was no internet and I was too busy enjoying the sun.!! :)

while I was flying there my computer crashed on the plane... so right now I am at the apple store trying to pass time while they fix it.. so bare with me while I get my life organized again...

I miss writing and i'm excited for this new chapter in my life.

peace

P.S. i'll be posting pics from the trip so please be patient...

Friday, December 4, 2009

time for an update

so guys.. sorry it's been a while... so lets see what's new...

couple days ago we went to the orthopedic to see what the situation was with my knees... good news... looks like the damage that they saw in my MRI results did not reach my joints... so no need for surgery like we had originally expected.

I've also had my PICC removed, cause I have entered maintenance... I will still be receiving chemo every week, but i'll be visiting the hospital only once every 3 weeks, and the other times there will be a nurse coming to my home to administer the chemo.

To celebrate going into maintenance, my wife and I are going to take a trip to Jamaica (in about a week) which we are both really excited about... we are looking forward to the sun, beach and pampering by hotel staff... if anybody needs it, it's my wife.. she's gotten me this far :) .. thank you my love...

meanwhile, I am trying to get my energy back.. I'm trying to get myself into a routine now... i function best that way... taking walks in the building corridors and getting on the bike my siblings got for me... I have been able to cook dinner again and help my wife clean the house... so things are finally going uphill...

My wife and I were talking last night about the positives we have received from this experience so far. One thing we are both thankful for is, we have become aware of what we put into our bodies now. Before we ate based on what we enjoyed and didn't think about the nutritional value and consequences, now, we eat thinking about what we are eating, and where it's coming from, and we are both glad that we learned this early in our lives so we can pass onto our children. Also we are happy that we've learned to cook. One thing we both wanted for our future family was home cooked meals for our children... we both have good memories from our mothers cooking and we wanted our children to have that same experience... now they will. We are also thankful that we learned this lesson much earlier than we would have if we didn't experience cc... people usually don't watch out for their bodies until they reach a certain age... and sometimes it's too late, now, we may have potentially learned they lesson to remain youthful ;)... there's much more, but i won't bore you with them...

anyways... maybe i'll write from jamaica next ;) ...

to all my friends I sincerely miss you all... and to those of you who are close to me... lets hang out soon... i'm finally up for it...

peace